I still think about his blogspot from time to time. Wondering if it ever still existing somewhere on the worldwide internet or if maybe, it was just deleted after an amount of time where it was "unwritten" in. Thank goodness I was able to somehow be reconnected with this blog just about an hour ago. I'm quite amazed about what I just to worry about then, compared to my worries now. If anything, I wish I could just go back to my old self then and say "GIRL, those are the least of your worries."
Sure I have grown up with everything in my life practically new. Let's see... New boyfriend, new lifestyle, job, new setting. Heck, I'm an adult now. Reading up on my old post made me realize that this blogspot was something that I was on regularly, religiously. I was posting about 5 to 6 times a a day? And I still remember holding myself back from posting beyond that point thinking that it would be just "too much". Little did I realize that this was what keep my mind clear, this was one of the things that kept my mind sane. Throughout this past 2 years that I haven't been on his, or haven't blog for real at all, I realized that blogging, recapping my daily activities and thoughts was what kept me on track. (Maybe that was what kept my 4.0 GPA back in sophmore year when I still wrote in this blog) Silly as that sounds... I'm going to make this a part of my daily routine now. Running thoughts of a growing adult, struggling to keep up with life while trying to keep a family together without making myself fall apart.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Friday, May 15, 2009
Fuck the blade. Hahaha, never ended up getting it =/ Now I am anxiously waiting for the day of my birthday (june 7) so I can receive some extra lovin', a new phone, and hopefully some birthday $$$! Now I am waiting for my new blackberry! either curve 8300 or 8900.. preferably 8900. and my bedazzled cover from ebay! although I am still debating on which one I want... I catch myself drooling over most of them when I browse.
Lately I have found out that i hardly, HARDLY ever spend money on clothes, asscessories, shoes, or anything of that matter. It's weird cus I usually do. Now I spend it more on skin care items and mostly foood. I swear I would use up about $30 a week just to buy food. Oh! and yay to me for not going out practically this whole week! It's been a while since I have done that. But I am sad tonight because it is a friday night and I'm sitting here in my jammys bloggin.. =/ It's all good though cus I'm internet shopping. Haha I've learned that I can have just as much fun at home then I was out with my friends. Although being out with my friends is outrageously fun...
Anyways, my list of things I neeed/ want by summer..
-EM free sample pack
-Blackberry Curve 8300 or 8900
-My bedazzled cover case for my Blackberry from Ebay!
-Permit? I hope..
-Philosophy Hope In A Jar
-MAC Prep & Prime Transparent Finishing Powder (currently been needing something like this to blot up my oily skin... read pretty good reviews on this product)
-Clinique Moisturizing Gel (after using the moisturizing lotion for about a few months, and summer is approaching, it has become too oily for my skin so I might have to switch to the gel)
-Neutrogena Ultra Sheer-Dry Touch Sunblock SPF 45 (I got tan so easily just by spending a day at Santa Cruz Boardwalk)
-Nature's Cure Body Acne Treatment Spray (hot weather is about to happen which means sweaty me, sweaty back, bacne =/)
-A JOB, BADLY. I NEED ME SOME $$$$$$$$$$$$
- new ipod.
Lately I have found out that i hardly, HARDLY ever spend money on clothes, asscessories, shoes, or anything of that matter. It's weird cus I usually do. Now I spend it more on skin care items and mostly foood. I swear I would use up about $30 a week just to buy food. Oh! and yay to me for not going out practically this whole week! It's been a while since I have done that. But I am sad tonight because it is a friday night and I'm sitting here in my jammys bloggin.. =/ It's all good though cus I'm internet shopping. Haha I've learned that I can have just as much fun at home then I was out with my friends. Although being out with my friends is outrageously fun...
Anyways, my list of things I neeed/ want by summer..
-EM free sample pack
-Blackberry Curve 8300 or 8900
-My bedazzled cover case for my Blackberry from Ebay!
-Permit? I hope..
-Philosophy Hope In A Jar
-MAC Prep & Prime Transparent Finishing Powder (currently been needing something like this to blot up my oily skin... read pretty good reviews on this product)
-Clinique Moisturizing Gel (after using the moisturizing lotion for about a few months, and summer is approaching, it has become too oily for my skin so I might have to switch to the gel)
-Neutrogena Ultra Sheer-Dry Touch Sunblock SPF 45 (I got tan so easily just by spending a day at Santa Cruz Boardwalk)
-Nature's Cure Body Acne Treatment Spray (hot weather is about to happen which means sweaty me, sweaty back, bacne =/)
-A JOB, BADLY. I NEED ME SOME $$$$$$$$$$$$
- new ipod.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
my 100th post!!!!!
damn i needa chill with alll of these posts. hahha
just got home from mi escuela... well its been about and hour and 30 minutes since i got home. haha suprisingly today i finished my math homework in class so i could just go straight home after school and chill. i miss my nerdy girly lookin boyfriend.
-i need a new belly ring... i keep on losing parts to it
-i need money!.... for mother's day
-i need to see my boyfriend
-i need to stop going out
-i need to EAT!
ciao. i am going to go stuff tons of food down my throat
just got home from mi escuela... well its been about and hour and 30 minutes since i got home. haha suprisingly today i finished my math homework in class so i could just go straight home after school and chill. i miss my nerdy girly lookin boyfriend.
-i need a new belly ring... i keep on losing parts to it
-i need money!.... for mother's day
-i need to see my boyfriend
-i need to stop going out
-i need to EAT!
ciao. i am going to go stuff tons of food down my throat
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)