Why don't you understand?

You can sit there and lecture me all you want about how unstable my family is financially and bitch at me all you want about how my family can't spend "wisely" but you don't even understand. You can't expect my family to be like yours, lucky to come by everything. My mom can't work, she has 4 young kids to take care of. Your dad didn't get laid off either did he? You sit there and bitch and moan about how you spend your whole paycheck on me and I can't even buy you dinner. YOU don't have bills to pay, you don't have mouths to feed, you don't have parents that need you when they fail to provide, you don't have parents that let alone make LESS than you do. And worst of all, you're my boyfriend. I hate that about you, you fail to understand anything that comes out of my mouth. I can't even say a word without you lecturing me about how I should spend wisely. How the hell should I spend wisely when my frig is not always packed with food, I always have to spend money to buy my family a decent meal, my dad is out of work and I have to pay the bills, and though I make more hourly, I get very few hours. And so, basically I'm only making minimum like you. These are the things that bother me about you. I'm already stressed out enough about my parent's stressing out over that, but you complaining just isn't making it any better. Thanks for lending me money to help pay off my speeding ticket. But do not, I repeat DO NOT, sit there and accuse me of not paying you back when I am not that kind of person. Money is hard to come by nowadays and I will, even if it takes weeks or months, I will pay you back. But I know one things for sure, if you keep this up, I'll be happy to up and leave you because I don't need anything to put me down right now, especially at this moment. If you can't make me happy, someone else will and treat me much better.