I still think about his blogspot from time to time. Wondering if it ever still existing somewhere on the worldwide internet or if maybe, it was just deleted after an amount of time where it was "unwritten" in. Thank goodness I was able to somehow be reconnected with this blog just about an hour ago. I'm quite amazed about what I just to worry about then, compared to my worries now. If anything, I wish I could just go back to my old self then and say "GIRL, those are the least of your worries."
Sure I have grown up with everything in my life practically new. Let's see... New boyfriend, new lifestyle, job, new setting. Heck, I'm an adult now. Reading up on my old post made me realize that this blogspot was something that I was on regularly, religiously. I was posting about 5 to 6 times a a day? And I still remember holding myself back from posting beyond that point thinking that it would be just "too much". Little did I realize that this was what keep my mind clear, this was one of the things that kept my mind sane. Throughout this past 2 years that I haven't been on his, or haven't blog for real at all, I realized that blogging, recapping my daily activities and thoughts was what kept me on track. (Maybe that was what kept my 4.0 GPA back in sophmore year when I still wrote in this blog) Silly as that sounds... I'm going to make this a part of my daily routine now. Running thoughts of a growing adult, struggling to keep up with life while trying to keep a family together without making myself fall apart.
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